病菌再度侵袭
整晚眼光光到天亮
坚决要让自己的抵抗力战胜
拼命在做运动
一直到傍晚
才向药物求救
默默忍耐
是最难熬的时间
大概是环境的关系
导致身体不适
还是身体虚弱了
没那么能吃肮脏肮脏大了
朋友不明白
我为何对自己那么不友善
总是倔强不听听他们说的话
懒得再说的
只是给瞪一眼翻白眼
似乎
没什么好烦的
却向漫无目的思考着什么
每天的每天
认真思考的程度让自己陷入低潮
放轻松生活
不是很好么？
老是把自己搞得神经兮兮
沉重的话题谁也不想提
无意识的状态下
活着可以很好
听歌只听旋律的美
跟着dididada的心情不是很好么
在谁面前我努力的遮掩
在谁身边安静不说话
一个人走到巴士站
等待公车随着音乐点点头
上了车以后靠着车窗小睡一会儿
间中迷迷糊糊看看到哪个站
继续靠着透明车窗进入个人时间
肚子饿了
吃巧克力么
还是吃份正餐
坐在快餐店吃那份巨无霸汉堡
抬头看太阳残忍把我晒得脏兮兮
回到家以后
冲个凉倒一杯冬瓜茶消暑
睡个午觉
起来看看电视吃完饭
晚上十点出门和朋友兜兜风
还是什么都不做
躺在床上幻想着和谁手牵手
带着笑意进入梦境
没有人能决定我的发型
也没有人有愿意为我牺牲心意
我也不必迎合谁的条件
喜欢的你
保持着距离
等我有一天
不在你面前笨拙
好好地演出那场告白戏
让你知道
我只是喜欢你而已
2010年2月11日星期四
2010年2月3日星期三
Belongs
Everything's belong to me.
Because I'm used to have it.
But I'm not belong to anything.
I think I'm just all alone in the world.
Like anyone else used to be.
Sometime people gather to have some entertainment.
Even have some just don't wanna be too lonely.
So everyone prefer to being together.
A child wish that he/she got lot of friend.
For sharing their happy.
But they din't know how much pity if they having fun alone.
So whatever even they having fun alone.
Well, does adult always need someone to stick with them?
I don't know.
And I wish I'm not part of them who always feel lonely.
I think I just need more time to do something.
At least I got something to do.
That doesn't mean I don't need anyone stay around me.
I just need to spend more time on myself.
When I feel sadness I wish someone cares bout me.
When I say OK means I try to settle me stuff with my own.
So thank you for anyone worried bout me.
I just wanna have a break.
That's why i run away from everything use to be mine.
And please don't let me know all of you complaint bout me.
I do keep myself quiet because I'm letting go.
Stop blame on me.
I'm like to be what attitude I used to be and wanna be.
Because I'm used to have it.
But I'm not belong to anything.
I think I'm just all alone in the world.
Like anyone else used to be.
Sometime people gather to have some entertainment.
Even have some just don't wanna be too lonely.
So everyone prefer to being together.
A child wish that he/she got lot of friend.
For sharing their happy.
But they din't know how much pity if they having fun alone.
So whatever even they having fun alone.
Well, does adult always need someone to stick with them?
I don't know.
And I wish I'm not part of them who always feel lonely.
I think I just need more time to do something.
At least I got something to do.
That doesn't mean I don't need anyone stay around me.
I just need to spend more time on myself.
When I feel sadness I wish someone cares bout me.
When I say OK means I try to settle me stuff with my own.
So thank you for anyone worried bout me.
I just wanna have a break.
That's why i run away from everything use to be mine.
And please don't let me know all of you complaint bout me.
I do keep myself quiet because I'm letting go.
Stop blame on me.
I'm like to be what attitude I used to be and wanna be.
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